記憶な～

For some reason I am nostalgic.

For some reason I'm thinking back to that certain conversation and it still makes me feel warm.


Of course, I can't say that to anyone again.

That'd be like recycling hallmark cards.

So, we're watching 28 Days Later, and I hate this movie because the zombies are all runners.   We also ate too many cupcakes today. 

Today was pretty laid back though, and that was nice.   Did N's hair, did her makeup too, ran around town, saw my brother,  he bought me starbucks, came back home and N's mom made sushi.  Just chilled.

Tomorrow is a full work day, and that sucks, but money has never been tighter.   Then I start on the floor on Tuesday!  I'm excited and kind of sad.   Well, excited of course because it's progress, and I'm ready to finally work with real hair, but sad because my mom's will get new children, and I'll be with different teachers.  Going to miss them.  I mean, I'll still see them everyday, but still.   IT WAS LIKE THIS WHEN MY SISTER WAS BORN!   That's a horrible thing to say, but hey, this is my space and I'll cry if I want to.   I'm a possessive gemini, I can't help it. 

I've been thinking about the future.  I'm constantly thinking about the future.  What's next, what's next.

Maybe I daydream too much, but it's not so bad.  It's partly why sitting in 101 traffic isn't so bad, because I spend all of my time thinking in traffic.  Just about everything.  Deep philosophical bullshit while the music blasts and I drive in the third lane, because if I don't, it's a bitch to try to merge onto the 405. 

All I did when I worked full time was think, and that's how I got through the day.  These days, I probably have those deep conversations with myself less...    I think that may be because I'm actually talking to people or I'm just preoccupied with something to do with hair. 

I'm so happy like that. 

I feel like tomorrow I'll go to work, come home, grab a cup of tea and then pull out my cutting DVDs.  Date with triangular graduation cut, oh mannnn.