Week is finally over.
I'm still anxious about the floor test, but I think everything's going to turn out well.
The weather's been my favorite kind of weather: gloomy and drizzly! It's perfect scarf weather. It reminds me of Christmas (despite it not being halloween yet).
I don't have anything really interesting to say right now, I'm sitting at my best friend's kitchen table while I wait for her to get home, and as of lately I've been preoccupied with a good mix of people and daydreaming... And horizontal sectioning, cutting, and perms.
I feel like I'm going down the right track. Years of anxiety prior to this, hoping I would get to this point, are finally being justified, and new, fresh anxiety replaces it. But it's not so bad. It's the driving kind.
When they talked about what kind of personality types we all are, at first I thought I was either the inventor or the feeler, but the more time we spend there, the more I get called a driver and the more I'm becoming convinced that's what I am. Which isn't bad at all! Just funny.
The more time I spend there, the more I can pick out the various things I've needed and wanted, scattered nicely amongst various people and places and things. Instead of those qualities being bunched up all into one, they're broken up and organized in many different ways. Which is kind of nice the more I think about it. It's less volatile. It's warmer and sparks my interest a bit more. I feel like it'll take much longer time before I become bored. I'm thinking a good 1600 hours before I need to move onto the next thing.
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