expectations and overthinking
egoism and recreation
humanism and satisfaction
ambition and effort
Common traits are comforting. I feel more at ease, like a little part of this heavy burden melts away more. It's difficult being difficult, and trustworthiness is hard to come by, but sometimes it falls into your lap.
You miss those traits bunched up into one until you start to notice that each of those traits are scattered amongst the collective of people you see everyday.
Even so far as to say that new things and ideas and personalities that you've never experienced are discovered, and you appreciate more and more, little by little.
It's nice to relate, isn't it?
Sometimes I feel like my perfectionism is my driving force and my achilles heel. I will surpass the greatest. My egoism creates this sense of self-importance, this sort of inner monologue with myself, that there's something special about me.
Honestly, sometimes I think it's just the OCD.
I think everyone needs to find the one thing that they're a master of. Something that feeds into their own sense of self-importance, and then pursue it.
I'm thankful for five dollar tips, french techno, 27's, leather boots, and my new friends.
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