YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

IN YOUR FACE.

MY HAIR IS WHITE.

It's whiiiite and it's still attached to my scalp!!!

fuuuuck yeah

My teacher drew a weird muscle dick on my guy's hat.

same old same old

I'm overwhelmed lately.   There's this overbearing stress on my shoulders that manifests itself as knots in my back.  I don't really sleep.   When I do sleep, it feels like I haven't slept anyway.

It's getting really hard.  It's getting to that frustrating and tiring and lonely point.

But today sort of helped.  Abe said only 3% of us make it.  That the successful people are the ones who are suffering the most.  

I guess it's food for thought.

I'm not gonna give up or anything, it's all a part of routine, and everything gets better.  But it's hard to live in the singular moment and enjoy the stress. 

I want a day to myself to hop onto a plane and go somewhere else.

So I'll be driving alone this time around.  It hasn't been so bad.

I'm gonna lighten my hair again this weekend.  Gonna be white-wall-white.  Then GAGA in 7 days.

I can't wait can't wait can't wait

Today was filled with a weird uneasiness.  I don't really know why and I can't explain it entirely.  Just an uncomfortable feeling.


There's just been weirdness lately.  Nothing good going on in the world right now.



And I get bored once you become predictable.

Do something unexpected for a change.

what have I been doing

This is all I have been doing.

Besides super stress extravaganza.

I've been so busy nonstop that right now, at 10PM, I feel the urge to go out and drive around and do stuff instead of sleep.  I don't get enough sleep but I don't have a life either.  This is my problem.  MY INTERNAL STRUGGLE.  

To be honest, sleep usually wins this battle.

I'm still tempted, though.  I haven't slept in my own bed in like a week, hah.

Thought for today

I think the grossest thing I've experienced so far in my life, is taking someone with a full, teased head of hair to the washbowl, running the water over their scalp, pouring shampoo into my hand, and finally running my hands through their hair.....


....Only to feel a surface of several bumpy cysts everywhere your hands move.  

SCALP OF PUS-FILLED CYSTS AND YOU STILL GOTTA GIVE 'EM A GOOD SCALP MASSAGE aaahhhhhhhhhh

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THIERRY MUGLER!!

GOVERNMENT HOOKER!!

SOO CATWOMAN!!