Monday, June 27, 2011

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE

It's been awhile!  


I've been super busy and I've kind of forgotten about this thing, but here I am.  

It's Monday, I'm home!   Peculiar, because usually I'm at work on Mondays, but a string of shit and good things have been happening lately.   I lost my job a couple weeks ago, which might be a blessing in disguise.   Having no money sucks, but I'm finding ways to get by, but it leaves me open for more time to study and relax.   I needed relaxing time.

My schedules been packed.    A week or so ago I was the hair and makeup artist for the guests at Kintokicon.  It was a small-scale convention in Sacramento, but the experience was good.  It was a little flash from the past, because I haven't done visual kei style hair and makeup in years!  Years!   I used to wake up everyday and smear on the black eyeliner and tease my black choppy hair up everyday.  But I've fallen out of that scene now, so it was interesting to be able to get a glimpse of it again.

Saturday, my girlfriend and some friends from school and I went to the Hollywood Forever Cemetery to watch The Warriors.  I never knew they had movie screenings there every Saturday, but it was fucking cool.   Sitting in a giant creepy graveyard with a few hundred people.   To be fair though, the creepiness ends up being downplayed by the clouds of weed smoke and the clinking of beer bottles and the hipsters cuddling together in the cold, but I loved it.   Next week is Ghost Busters I think.  

All around though, it's been a good month!  I had my birthday, which was good.  Been running around.   Been doing a lot of hair.   I'm pre-applying for my stateboard test.   GONNA GET LICENSED, GONNA DO SOME HAIR.
Lazy eye








Portfolio!  Yes!






Saturday, June 4, 2011

I really don't know.

It's those late night thoughts that always get to me.

It's that weird uncertainty and anxiety that sets in for no reason.  The worry that what you're doing now isn't really doing anything for you, and to get ready, because you're about to become stuck.

Despite doing everything right, there's always that nagging fear for the future.  Just what if it doesn't all turn out the way it should.  What am I gonna do?

WHEN DOES MONEY START GROWING ON TREES?